had a rly rly insightful htht with my seniors at chalet ytd.
they said, btt you reach your 3rd/6th mth, you realise tt the 2 of you seem to have less and less things to say to each other.
and one thing you shld avoid doing,
looking at the relationship in the long run.
cos if the other party does sth tt irritates you and you think abt how it will continue to irritate you through the years down the road,
it gets harder for you to tolerate.
which i feel can be quite a useful advice.
one thing to bear in mind is tt,
you shld always think for the other party,
dn think for yourself only.
if both parties do things tt the other likes,
both parties will be happy, then the relationship will last.
and boyfriends hate for their girlfriends to 黏 them but at the same time,
dun wanna get to noe his friends.
they do have their own lives after all, and it's too demanding for the girls to expect their bfs to suit their way everytime.

sth quite shocking to me,
one senior mentioned tt he enjoys company of friends over company of girlfriend
which when i heard i was like O.o
even so, he still sticks it out with her.
though he faces lots and lots of probs with his girlfriend ever since last year when they first got tgt.
yet he has the ultimate patience and tolerance to accomodate to his gf, to talk it out with her.
i think he rly rly treasures his relationship(:

another thing tt this senior mentioned,
if you rly rly think tt the relationship cannot hold,
tt you just wanna stick it out cos it's your first relationship,
dun.
you should just let go,
thr's always time for you to find a better one out thr..

))))))))):
isabelle li din win female indiv gold medal!!
but she got gold though(:
hope the win doesn't go into her head like some other sportsmen..
looking forward to TT mixed comp!!

i'm supposed to be mugging for FTT but i cn't seem to start)=
i better pass it this time, or else my whole driving is GG-fied.

zzz supposed to go picnic ytd, but i totally slept through the whole day!
how piggy can i be?!
sigh~ hopefully i dn crash ever again..
and everytime is tw kena only...
i feel bad towards him)=

.................................................................
just wanna blog abt this..
dno if it's me being sensitive/petty
but i got upset when his mum called and he told her,
'i'm sending shar-shumin home.'
zzzz small mistake.
same one tt my mum makes sometimes when regina comes over t my house.
but i bet my bro nvr made tt mistake....
cos of tt, i felt abit zzz on sun and mon sigh~
today i suddenly started thinking abt how are we gna let 6F peeps and other HC pple noe about our relationship?
i hope by MAF they'll noe, cos i dun wanna feel restrained or like i'm hiding sth)=

is deleting her as a fren mean tt he cnt get over her?
maybe he din at tt pt of time, by now he shld have, he told me so.
i gta stop letting myself get so affected by it, and like so suddenly..
think abt happy happy stuff(:

sometimes i feel tt i'm quite immature,
expect pple to pay attention to me and yet,
i dn pay tt much attention to others.
tt's quite selfish of me):
when i'm down, thr are always pple ard to help me up, to cheer me up.
and my emo-ness are usually due to quite childish reasons too.
sometimes i wish tt i could grow up and mature.

i'm not a good girlfriend..
i can't console or cheer tw up over the phone or msn..
i just wish tt i could be thr with him instead..

woohoo! with great outings come great pics! xD visit fb for the photos ba!

wanted to go night cycling with tw but zzz we were too PIGGY.
we were supposed to go earlier and get the bikes first but i was hungry so we went to eat at HEI SUSHI first.
eh from here, it sounds like I'M the piggy one! ><
ya so in the end, we din get to night cycle)=
walked along the beach and took photos WITH flash
haha or else cnt see both of us:P
oh we took one of us without flash, can only see abit of our silhouette, quite cool actly(:

still stuck on you're beautiful songs!
esp without words/without saying((=
and now i'm regaining my voice, i can actly hum the tune! xD

lalalala
i'm addicted to you're beautiful OST!!!
xDD
but koreans songs are so hard to sing and memorise)=

zzzz ytd's snr camp was one of the worst ever.
morning kena muachi treatment at siloso beach and gta bathe liao.
then it rained and the wind was so so strong..
next amazing race was ok, except tt i perspired and we din get to bathe again till today at home)=
then next was the WORST.
fright night at ubin.
it wasn't so much abt it being scary but more abt its inconvenience.
EVERYTIME i go toilet, i nd company and nd to walk like almost 400m worth of road to get to the toilet.
and stupid me go and drink sugarcane for dinner, b4 gg into ubin.
then when i got t the campsite, i felt nj abit..
initially stl ok, then it felt worse, and i rly NEED TO GO...
then i think i over-忍, felt abit of cramps aft tt.
then aft tt i stl needed to go another 2 times.
and cos i'm not v close to many of them, not enough to drag them out of bed just to go toilet with me,
i totally 忍 till cnt tahan alr then go ask someone..
and it was cold and windy, i felt like dying ytd)=
third time i went, it was at wad, 5am in the morning? then i no choice but t find the only other person i actly noe and talk to, a GUY-.-
the thing is the toilet has no lightings at all, always need someone else there to pei to be safer.. then no choice lo, just go tgt.
i even considered gg alone! )=
i din take out the slping bag, just used it as a pillow but btt i came back from toilet, i was super cold, but i thought it's abit lang fei if i used it then when we're leaving at 6am.
so i shivered and tried to go back to slp lo.....
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
and tt's not the worst thing.
the worst thing is knowing tt I HAVE TO GO BACK ANOTHER TIME.
and this time in the middle of the camp without a proper toilet to bathe or even brush teeth)=
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hmm had a rly good talk with tw today.
i was quite unhappy this whole day and i guessed it was obvious to him
so he asked during our trip home.
and i told him all that i was unhappy about..
as expected, i cried abit ))= but i rly felt much better afterwards,
like a huge stone lifted off my chest(=

he told me his side of the story,
and i sort of expected part of it cos i'd thought abt it too.
he said he prefers me to tell him whatever i feel straightaway,
and not wait till i sort out my thoughts haha.
he wants me to rant at him, hit him and even splash water at him =P
haha but i'll nvr do tt, abit too drama for me.
i shldn't make excuses for him and not talk to him abt things, he said.
haha and he told me 'graphically' how things shld be done LOL(=

when you put your hands tgt and cross your fingers,
the only pair of fingers you cannot separate is the pair of ring fingers,
tt's why you wear rings on those fingers.
tt's quite an amazing and somehow romantic idea hahaxP

i'm feeling so much better now(=
i'll rmb his and our promises definitely!((=

rah............
i realise i always say things tt hide my feelings inside.
somehow, i feel abit fake like i'm hiding my real self,
the selfish and petty self)=
this is bad,
bad for my heart, bad for my body, bad for my mind.
but good for others haha..
pple will think tt i'm actly tt nice, tt selfless.
ease their minds while i suffer zzz..
but i'm not all that.
i get sad and angry for no reason too.
haha i'm not gna say it's pms, last time was the last time i was gna say tt.
zzz is so much nicer to say then sianzz haha random.
hmm probly it's just me being too sensitive such tt i get all those bad feelings,
not gd not gd.
gta learn t look at the bigger picture and not focus on myself only!!
i feel zzz to noe how selfish i can be))=
i'm a bad girl..

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右

答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流

~我知道 by2~

WOAH finally back from camp!!! ((=
it's a Sirius-ly crazy week!
met the Sirius peeps at pre-camp, thought they were abit too quiet.
tt thought din change on the first day of camp, too quiet!!
then things started changing aft field and dirty games((=
now all of them are like good frens talking abt the good times and stuff,
AND I CAN'T JOIN IN COS FB HATES ME)=
hope we have an outing soon, tt'll be the starting point to keeping them tgt even aft the camp.
KBOX KBOX!!!

ytd i made tingwei wait for 2 hrs for me))= cos i was so tired, when i crashed, i crashed for 4hrs straight!
i felt quite bad for tt, and he was quite angry over it.
i would be too))=
but after we talked abt it, he was okay le,
after all, he din wait for 2hrs just to be angry with me mah(=
we went to have lunch and he bought this super cool-looking black jacket, i like!((=
then we're off to PS to watch INCEPTION!!
it's a super cool movie!
a movie tt requires you to think and process wad's being said, then you'll understand it.
aft tt we went for dinner/supper at cafe cartel's.
i tried the chocolate cheese cake and the cheese taste is not tt strong, so not tt bad(=
we gorged ourselves full on bread with chicken soup haha!
after i reached home, my system just shut down,
i went to bed from 12 to 12!!
xDD
and zzz.. my thing came at night...
heng it din come during the camp, but it's stl quite unexpected:/

it was only ytd tt i realise how much i missed him haha, absence makes the heart grower fonder(=

i think it's quite weird being tgt with tw)=
like we actly used to call more often than now, more things to talk abt
and we also go out more.
but tt's probly cos we used to be so much more free.
sigh~
i feel like asking him to go find me aft my camp this week, but then i always have this feeling like i'm imposing on him?
like i dn wanna mafan him so i end up nvr asking)=
it's still abit strange between us i guess..
sometimes, we'll hold hands, i'll hook his arm (like i like to do with lynnie(:)
but it's not everytime, not like those couples who are totally comfortable with each other ie. not like when i hook lynnie everytimexD
hmm it takes time ba..
and characters of pple involved..
i think sometimes he can sense when i'm not feeling happy,
then i also sort of distance myself away from him..
zzz i dn like this abt myself!!
sigh and most of the time when i'm not happy, it's cos of him.. )=
being tgt with him cheers me up though(=
but somehow i feel like i want us to be closer, but we just can't.
i dno how to tell him though zzz..
haha heng, dn think he reads my blog, or noes tt it exists.

zzz he doesn't like smsing)= not smsing me at least... RAHH.

((: DZO is finally and officially over!!!! WAHAHAHAH
no more late nights on photoshop and gan chiong ernest breathing down my back!! xPP
hahah i can only say this here cos none of them noes my blogxD
ytd was the dzo bbq, quotes Lixuan,
"those who say they are coming ltr, are coming in the evening.
those who say they are coming in the evening, are coming at night!"
wahhahah i so agree man.
there was lots of food, booze, music, and girls ardxD
JK.
just not much music cos jiahe's netbook sucksxP
they keep niaoing him for tt la!
joan came up with this new idea (to me anw) of bbq-ing mushrooms with cheese.
i think the cheese part sounds good, but the mushroom....
i'd rather not have it.
AND THE CHALET IS TOTALLY FREE!!!!!
xDD
but then i only went ytd, not gg back anymore ZZzz..
8 beds, probly everyone can take a bed each haha.
but lidat, no chalet FEEL liaoxP
they played mj, monopoly deal (zz..) and watched Mr Bean's Holiday!
hahah i kept on thinking why Mr Bean is so stubborn,
he should learn to let go when needed, his mind is too one-track haha.
anw, i din stay till the booze is served so, TOO BAD )=
rly wanted to try bailey's sigh~

yay! this fri movie + saboteur!! xDD
hmm..

please do not be mistaken..
thr's NTH going on btw me and BFF.
argh, suddenly everyone is asking abt those pics, hate it.
but i noe you guys who actly read my blog wont ask la haha
so essentially i'm just rantingxP

lab sucks SUCKS
nth to do, dn even feel like gg anymore, if not for jingjing..
seriously.. i ask gy sth then she like agree agree,
in the end, she nvr do anything abt it-.-
like i asked her to help me learn nmr and the other equipment.
then she replied ok in sms, but nvr help at all-.-
it's jingjing who voluntarily teach me when i nvr even ask her!
wish tt she'd stay on aft yr4 t help me with my fyp..
but i think chem is not rly her forte la, she's better off doing policy making!
haha but maybe i can still psycho her into taking mastersxP

tml having first driving lesson,
hope everything will go well!!(:

ahhh sth monumental happened on wed, but i'm not gna say anything abt it in this post..

feeling the effects of PMS, post.
this time i can rly like FEEL it..
i'm more irritable, more forgetful and more emo):
bad bad.
i should close myself off for now.
luckily tml i'm staying home alone,
maybe watching some movies will help cheer me up..

how come i feel emptier now?
sth's wrong..
i'm afraid it's a one-sided thing..
or maybe it's just PMS zzz..

lalalalalala~~ nvr blog in a long long time!!
i should make blogging a habit(:
a self-reflection time(:
current location: desk outside lab at CBC building.
current feeling: tired and hungry but feeling quite satisfied with my life right now(:

i realise keeping a soft copy of your schedule helps to keep track of your appts and meetings.
i keep one on my lappie now, and i refer to it almost everyday!
next time i should change my hp to those smartphones then i can upload my schedule onto my hp!(:

oh shit, i forgot to bring my BTT letter to get my PDL ltr-.-
hopefully they have my results in their system............ zzz...

off to labb!!

blogging for taiwan trip!! 11/5/2010 -- 18/5/2010 ((:
it was my first time flying on a plane, i was quite excited(:
the lifting of the plane off the ground was damn shuang, like you feel tt you're actly floating in the air!
haha i especially like the initially acceleration into the air,
even though the pressure in my ears were abit hard to bear.
we were in the water cycle for most of the flight! xP
took lots of pics throughout the whole trip and shall upload them on facebook pretty soon!

11/5 Tues
once we reached there, we took a coach to our hotel and checked in (sneaked in 6pple into a 4pple room).
after awhile, we went to shihlin night mkt which sells this DAMN nice baked/fried potato with topping and cheese.
lynn, ttj and i shared one without cheesexD
i oso ate grilled sotong which gave me abit of a mouth ache aft tt cos need alot of effort to chew and swallow them.
other stuff we ate: ou ah jian (fried oyster), chao da ji pai (fried chicken), bubble tea, and guan zai ban (crab flavour ie. REAL CRAB!! xD)
ttj oso ate this zha dan (bomb) which is like a super big size takoyaki with the tako replaced with diff sorts of veggies.
back to hotel aft tt, CRASHED.

12/5 Wed
intially we went taipei main stn, thinking tt Cheng Pin bookstore is there, but in the end, there was some mistake and so we decided to go Xiu Zhen museum instead.
this museum displays many diff miniature figurines and models of places, pple and even those out of famous stories such as Jack and the Beanstalk.
took IMBA lots of pics!!
most of them are rly rly pretty and delicate and intricate!
can find all our dream houses therexP
we bought CN's prezzie here! a pencil sharpener in the shape of a french horn(:
After that, we went Zhong Hsiao Dun Hua stn, bought bubble tea again at some ulu roadside store.
then we went StayReal, Mayday's Ah Xin's shop to take a look.
everything was super ex and overpricedxP

Then we're off to Cheng Pin bookstore!
we spent like the most time here, finding books to buy and getting souvenirs for frens(:
i bought a picture book! it's in chinese but it's quite interesting(:
and i bought postcards for sisterhood! though i'm not giving them now cos it nds quite abit of preparation before it can be deliveredxP
HAHA and the lynn incident!
she intended to buy several books amounting to NTD998 and apparently if you spend NTD1000, you'll get like 10% discount or sth.
lynn totally din care abt her image and went,"QIAN BIIIAN!!"
ly said the salesgirl was quite shockedxP
and not only tt, aft tt, she went to pay for her expenses and realised tt her NTD500 was the old taiwan dollar note and cnt be used.
then she scolded,"QIAN BIIIAN!!" again!!
HAHAHAHAH IMBA FUNNY!
can totally imagine her saying tt!! xP
please dn kill me lynn!

after tt, we went Hou Shan Pi stn to Wufenpu to shop for cheap cheap clothes!!! xD
bought quite a few things, one of my most prized purchases is bought thr!
and i oso bought a dress, a top, and wei's prez.
damn shuang when you can haggle with the bossxP
quite sian tt we cnt do tt in SG ):
ttj tried to bargain this shirt for her bro, from NTD480 to NTD300.
the boss was quite irritated alr, then lynn said,"330 zui4 hou4."
and the boss just give in hahaha. she gave a lecture aft tt though and asked if we're singaporeans if i nvr rmb wrongly:P

ate dinner at Hu Xu Zhang Lu Rou Fan, they were having discount, so it's like NTD10 for each bowl of lu rou fan ie. 50cents each!
tt was the cheapest dinner we ever had, NTD120 for 6pple!! tt's like S$1/person!
we went to Taipei 101 aft tt, thinking we cld take a ride on the Miramar ferris wheel but we got the place wrong so in the end we just went up to taipei 101 5th flr to take a few pics and cab back to hotel to rest(:
tt day was the most imba tired day, feet nearly gave up on me!! ):
needed a foot massage... ahahha.

13/5 Thu
went Jiufen and bought lots of stuff for pple!!
cos they hv lots of souvenir shops there, we just bought wadever we're giving other pple thr and ly spent like NTD4000 there!!! :O
got this nai3 you2 taiyangbing which ly LOVES hahah.
bought one box for family!
think we ate smelly beancurd tt day, and ah po yu4 yuan2!

we went Rao He night mkt after tt, ate MANGO ICE!! and ma la qi pai! and some dumplings thing for dinner.
we din rly noe how to get to the train stn back to ximen stn,
so we walked walked and walked or super long!
none of us ever wna do tt walk again):
at the end of the day, tried to do the accounts, but we spent too much alr, damn luan accounts tt dun even match):

tt day oso damn suay, this hotel guy was on duty and we were so tired, we just went into the room like 5min after the first 4 went in.
he caught mar and i trying to act like we were staying thr, so we quickly zao and spinned a story abt us visiting frens in this hotel.
lucky mar thought fast and in the end, we paid for the night's stay over at this hotel, and spent much of the night searching for new hotels for the 2 extra pple.
and WALAO in the end, they just offered us to squeeze 6 pple in a room.
Heng for us, but i think at the end of the day, they just din want money to flow to other hotels..
dun like tt guy!!

14/5 Fri
went Bei Tou stn and then bus to Yang Ming Shan.
we went crazy there and took damn alot of photos(:
haha we took the bus in he wrong direction when we zao off and slept all the way throughoutxD

went Danshui!! ate the ice-cream even though it was damn cold and raining.
it's the super tall kind! though we din get to eat the imba tall one.
bought Qi's prez, a face towel (damn cute!!) and imba cheap belts(:
i oso found my bag thr!! the moment i looked at it, i totally fell in love(:
but cnt bargain though, the uncle not nice one):
bought 4 boxes of taiyangbing for family and relatives after tt, tgt with long2 xia1 shu2 bing3 which are damn nice, and ma2 la4 tie3 dan4 for jiada.

15/5 Sat
went Guan1 Yin1 Xiang1 to see the lighthouse.
saw lots of dogpoop along the way, i took pics of some of them!! xP
had lunch back at jilung i think then took bus to Ci2 Hu2, took lots of dumb dumb pics at Hou4 Ci2 Hu2 too!! xD
we din rly go into the Hua1 Hai3 (flower sea) place cos damn ex and thr wasn't enough time.
subsequently, we went Da4 Xi1 Lao3 Jie1 and saw this guy spinning an imba heavy top!
he went on the "zhuan4 shi2 ye4 zong3 hui4" before.
took a vid of it(:
i bought my first pinkie ring but i lost it on the way home): i was damn sad for tt night la! emomo~~
we had dinner at Ah Mei's Noodles and it was not bad(: cheap cheap too!
"jie4 shao4 gei3 shi2 ge4 ren2, shi2 yi1 ge4 ren2 shuo1 hao3 chi1" xD

after tt, we went Wufenpu to shopshop again(:
forgot wad i bought, probly more clothes again:P

16/5 Sun
went back to jilung, this time to some seaport.
we wanted to go this Badouzi seaport, but we went the wrong one, and ended up taking more photos thrxP
it was quite sunny tt day, borrowed lynn's sunglasses and took several photos of me posing as Jay ChouxP
the restaurant pple thr damn sticky, keep sticking to you and asking if you wanna eat thr..
super ex la! all seafood leh!
in the end, we went out of the seaport, to this family restaurant to eat.
there were 2 girls thr, SUPER cute!!
they kept coming to our table to talk to us(:
took some pics of one of them, the other one dao me):
hahah tt paedophile ly went to take a photo with one of them.
LOL we wanted to visit the Qing2 Ren2 Hu2 park and Yeliu Feng1 Jing3 Qu1 but in the end abit tired and sian of scenery alr, so we just skip all those and went back early to rest(:
we watched lots and lots of taiwan dramas tt night!!
hai pai tian xin, jiu xiang lai zhe ni and ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni!

17/5 Mon
went Gu4 Gong1 museum to look at the ancient chinese civilization history.
we're not allowed to take photos though):
not very interesting to me, but the displays were rly pretty, my fave is turquoise coloured plain bowl(:
turquoise is song1 shi2 in chinese.

then we went Guo1 Yuan2 Yi4!
the cakes there not tt cheap, esp the pineapple tarts!
but the taiyangbing was abt same price though.
my mum LOVES the taiyangbing thr, gna ask my cousin to bring some back from thr haha.

then we set off for Ximending!
wah to my disappointment, the stuff there was super ex!!
much more expensive than Wufenpu!
and pinkie rings there cost ave NTD290 when i only bought for NTD90 at daxi laojie!
in the end, i bought 2 pinkie rings for NTD300(: tt's like buy 1 get 1 free haha.
din rly buy lots of stuff cos everything was so ex!
then went to meet ly's taiwan fren and went this toilet-themed restaurant to eat!
ordered a steamboat like thing to share with lynn, quite nice(:
had an idea to stick my hand into the sink (shaped like a toilet seat) and taking pic but the water inside is too er liao, dn darexP
bought my watch tgt with mar tt day!
mine has Shu Min in chinese carved on it! xD
mar's La Mer, in french means the sea(:

18/5 Tues
supposed to do light shopping but in the end we quite meng.
i bought a pair of heels and a couple of bottoms and one top(:
tried to spend all my money but stl left with NTD200 ):
lynn and ttj bought the same sandals and ttj bought a pair of wedges!
ttj totally became super feminine-like la!
all the clothes tt she bought are geared towards a wardrobe change((:
i approve!
not tt my wardrobe is any more feminine than hers haha.
<3 the heels tt i bought, can wear with jeans/skirt/dress! (:

the flight back to SG, we played cards the whole way.
i slpt abit though. we totally openly ate sweets and drink outside drinks and left all the rubbish therexP
bought 2 bottles of alcohol and 6bottles of Heineken for my bro, he wanted to try haha.
then went back home.........
END OF TAIWAN TRIP!!

-shag-

omgomgomg!
TAIWAN in TWO DAYS!!
so excited!!
hahah just started packing but it's done quite fast(:
gta clear my stuff from my shumin island before gg though... ):
so much rubbish, mostly bags and notes and tutorials.
and i'm gg thr to buy more bags and shoes and clothes!!
i'm gna make a shopping list ltr, and bring a small journal along to record down wad we've done!
i'll blog when we come back!! (:

aiyaya.... recently, things seem to be getting worse..
wanna do sth to ease it away, but dno wad i cn do to help):
gta pick yourself up and stop wallowing in self-pity!

AHHH 2 DOWN 3 TO GO!

CBC112 paper totally SUCKED )):
first qn i stun alr sianzz):
i totally dno how to do all those Ea qns, maybe nxt year i wait for the past yr papers and look through to see how to do againxP
haha def sci wasn't any better.
out of 100, i only 25 cfm correct
but it's only pass/fail, i doubt i'll fail(:
if i fail, so many others will too!! hahahxP

gta start on ARE YOU OK? now!!

ahh just read mar, ly, tor and lynn's blogs.
lynn hasn't updated since i last read..
wahwah...
i feel like such a bad fren,
not knowing wad's rly gg on in my frens' lives.
like i keep on thinking only abt myself,
when my frens are feeling troubled too.
i nvr even show concern.....
))):
i'm sorry..
i'll take note and try to be more observant next time!
talk to me, i'm a willing listener(:
tt's probly the only thing i can do for anyone..
listening's my best quality, cos i cn't rly express myself in words well.
most of the time, i probly dn truly noe how i feel.
ok i shall not focus so much on myself and think more for my frens from now on!
JIO ME FOR DINNER!

watch toothless again today!
din cry as much as before, nvr even rly tearxP
maybe cos i wasn't feeling weepy? haha..

hj came along with us, and i'm quite glad cos, heh heh,
tw paid for the movie tix, jiada paid for dinnerxP
ate at ichiban sushi, not v filling cos we shared quite abit,
so i was hungry btt we finished the movie.
then tw and i ate auntie annie's! cinnamon sugar is <33 ((:

jd bought this damn cool rubic's cube, tt's all the same colour, but different sized pieces.
then he went t play bishi bashi after we told him how we managed to finish the game with tw using 2 credits, and me using 3 creditsxP
he used up all THREE credits, and he stl couldn't reach the last game):
wah.. i think the std for doubles is way lower than for individuals playing..
haha we were wondering how we won tt time O.o
lol then we went on to play bball!
DUH the winning team is watashi no!
((: seriously, we underperformed yet, we won jd's team by like 40+?
hahah i think hj just doesn't have the sports cells as adeline does.
ADELINE I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!
))):

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had a good talk, cleared the air and settled for status quo.
feels stupid for forgetting things and abit of regret though..
but all these seem to be the best things to do right now.
yeah man(:
FF(: